After journaling for years in pen, pencil, crayon, and whatever else there was, I can't write on paper anymore. The desire is gone, and worse, it makes me get the same feeling that I used to when I was home sick from school watching ET for the 100th time. This wasn't sudden. This has been coming on for two years or so. My journal sits next to my bed. It used to sit on the top shelf of the stand I have there, when I used to write in it all the time. Like most, I think, I used it to w...